i remember you…always!

Hi Earth Loving Folks,

It is 9.11 and I am having issues with being able to focus on work. So, perhaps if I can get my thoughts out, I can get back to your orders.

In short, my thoughts are wondering to the day. The day where I feel that the world as we know it changed. Much can be said and has been said, but I feel that as people the very core that makes us human was damaged this very day. Damaged in a way it has never been seen or felt. The underhanded and inhumane act has left me a little broken. I admit this freely and with very much regret.

How do I make this deep hurt and distrust go away? Perhaps with time, being with my new baby girl, creating things that make people feel happy, surround myself with lovely souls, focusing on my family and so on.

I know that I need to figure it out and fix some things that are slightly off their rail so that I can be a good teacher to my little baby. She does not need to inherit my wounds - our wounds. But perhaps, that in itself is inevitable. Still, there is an optimist in me that says - there is a way, just keep swimming until you see the shore line.

Ok, so be it. I will keep swimming no matter what in order to make things gentler. For my baby girl, for all of our children.

We are all in this together. All. Together...

With much love,
Sevi

Published on: September 11, 2008 at 10:48 am